Tuesday, April 09, 2019
Ack I'm trying so hard and I feel like I'm failing at everything and swimming in work. I simply can't catch up and I can't remember when I had energy. :( Tired of feeling so out of it. I feel drugged and I know I'm just sick. Trying to stay positive but it's hard. I'm going to try to catch up on the trackers now but it's all I can do just to do the exercise let alone record about it. but I just have to! I made commitments to myself and to my spark teams I'm really ready to do this now as ready as I'll ever be I just have to catch up. Please wish me a clear enough head to make some headway. I'll do fine for today but it's the last couple of days I need to catch up on. wow time just got away from me.