Not Feeling It
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Ok I'm not feeling like a happy camper these days and I don't know why. I feel like I have to push myself to do everything, eat healthy, staying within my calorie intake, or even exercise, which I love to do. Not sure why.
Ok I tell myself: in about 2 pounds down I'll hit one of my major weight goals, OMG. For me this is nerve wracking. In a few months I'll be at maintenance, OMG. I'm so nerves about that I can't sleep, think or even exercise, SMH. I've lost weight before only to gain it back. I lost weight before but never was on maintenance. I am totally off the hook worrying about this. I don't want to gain this weight back, I really don't.
Ok now I need to stop and think, my life has change, my environment has change, most of the people in my life has change, I have change. All for the good. So I tell myself, I can do this maintenance stuff, but I've never did it before. Totally New! Losing weight is easy, done it a number of time. But maintenance totally new. But I'll give it a try, find out how it works and the likes and keep on keeping on.