Thursday, March 21, 2019
You friends are so dear to me and you keep me keeping on. I can never let you know through words how much this site has meant to me and helped me get through some pretty dark days. I questioned if all of this is worth it and if this is really Gods will which is why this is so difficult because it’s not. But was life promised easy? Did the disciples turn their back when things got rough. Peter denied Him 3 times, Judas betrayed him, etc. Jesus was tested, scorned so why should I be any less? Am I doing this for the right reasons? Yes ! is my heart pure with my motives? Yes! Am I ashamed to defend my daughter? No! Have I sinned by my actions against these men? No! Have I been honest and truthful with my statements? Yes! Is god using me for his purpose? Yes! Than I am doing his will and he will see me through my doubts, shortcomings and failures and bless me through all of you.