Not as anxious today.
Sunday, March 10, 2019
The kids were all in one piece and looked happy when I picked them up last night. He said Marin's acid reflux wasn't much of an issue (he got her a fancy bottle to try to help with it - and it did). She only threw up twice! Huge progress!
So I was in better spirits about dropping them off today. I forgot about the time change so I had to hurry to get them ready but he text me and luckily he forgot too cause he had just woke up when it was time to get them lol.
The only thing I worry about today is him letting her skip a couple of her meals again like he did yesterday, they went somewhere so I get why her feedings weren't perfect.. but we are trying to pack on the weight since she's behind the curve, so two days of skipped feedings can be bad. Not to mention it's been hard for me to pump without her here.. with the nervousness, not hearing her cry or being able to see her has me not producing enough. So today I'm going to try to stay on top of it and do visualizations and keeping her blanket near me to smell occassionally to trick brain.