S is for Surprising Myself
Friday, March 08, 2019
I took the "Name That Sugar", quiz and I surprised myself!!! Yes, I did because I knew more than I thought I did but of course, it was just guessing on some of the questions because I had no idea. I got 7 out of 10 questions correct and I gave myself a pat on the back for knowing so much but not knowing so much!!! That lets me know that I should be studying more and getting this under my belt so to speak!!!
I didn't have a good day today because I was still struggling with my C&P Exam and so many emotions were coming to the surface that I thought were dead and buried for good but good ole PTSD showed me that they weren't. I will take a step back from everything at the VA for a moment. I will get in touch with my MH provider Dr. "O" and see if she is able to help me start to sort these feelings out. Man, how I dislike what is happening with all of these things coming to the surface from being in the military.
With that, I will spend some time with God and go on to bed and see if I am able to get some rest, which I have not been able to get since Wednesday.
- Nancy Jean -