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S is for Surprising Myself

Friday, March 08, 2019

I took the "Name That Sugar", quiz and I surprised myself!!! Yes, I did because I knew more than I thought I did but of course, it was just guessing on some of the questions because I had no idea. I got 7 out of 10 questions correct and I gave myself a pat on the back for knowing so much but not knowing so much!!! That lets me know that I should be studying more and getting this under my belt so to speak!!!

I didn't have a good day today because I was still struggling with my C&P Exam and so many emotions were coming to the surface that I thought were dead and buried for good but good ole PTSD showed me that they weren't. I will take a step back from everything at the VA for a moment. I will get in touch with my MH provider Dr. "O" and see if she is able to help me start to sort these feelings out. Man, how I dislike what is happening with all of these things coming to the surface from being in the military.

With that, I will spend some time with God and go on to bed and see if I am able to get some rest, which I have not been able to get since Wednesday.

Blessings!

- Nancy Jean -
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  • 1CRAZYDOG
    HUGS! Glad that you are going to get some help sorting thru these things. It is not easy. DS has PTSD and it can be a sneaky pete.

    HUGS and prayers.
    729 days ago
  • no profile photo CD22944211
    Take that momentum of knowing more about sugar than you thought. Put it into practice and congratulate yourself when you do.
    729 days ago
  • CGEM61
    emoticon I'm praying you find rest and peace. I wish I could take you to the beach, it's such a mind clearing, get out of my head place for me. It might be for you too! emoticon
    Keep on track with your support, your doing all the right things.
    729 days ago
  • PWILLOW1
    Hope your day improves.
    729 days ago
  • SPARKLE-IT
    Thank you and all the others for your service to our country. You can get through these bad times with God's help as He's always there to listen even in the darkest of times. My prayers go up for you and God bless you.
    729 days ago
  • DETERMINEDJANET
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    So sorry about all the painful memories coming up. I will keep you in my prayers as you work through all of it.
    730 days ago
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