Day 55 of 104
Sunday, February 24, 2019
So it's a little past the half mark and I'm actually heavier now than I was when I started
I started at 218 lbs and I am now weighing in at 220 lbs.
I was doing amazing for a good 2 weeks and then my birthday came - junk food. My fiancee's birthday came - more junk food. Valentine's Day came - more and more candy and chocolates.
Now I am on a never-ending sugar high and can't get back to eating healthier and exercising. Yes, I know the good choices I need to make. But I now have no desire to. I have not seen 220 lbs since 2009 when I gave birth to my son. Yes, the last 6 months or so I've been hovering around 215, 218 but I hadn't ever surpassed it, and I gave myself a false sense of security saying I'd never get back to 220 lbs again....
But the honest truth is I HAVE.
I know all is not lost.
I know today can be the day that I change things around.
I know that if I mess up today, there is always tomorrow.
I'm just trying to face the truth and move forward.