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Day 55 of 104

Sunday, February 24, 2019

So it's a little past the half mark and I'm actually heavier now than I was when I started emoticon I started at 218 lbs and I am now weighing in at 220 lbs.

I was doing amazing for a good 2 weeks and then my birthday came - junk food. My fiancee's birthday came - more junk food. Valentine's Day came - more and more candy and chocolates.

Now I am on a never-ending sugar high and can't get back to eating healthier and exercising. Yes, I know the good choices I need to make. But I now have no desire to. I have not seen 220 lbs since 2009 when I gave birth to my son. Yes, the last 6 months or so I've been hovering around 215, 218 but I hadn't ever surpassed it, and I gave myself a false sense of security saying I'd never get back to 220 lbs again....

But the honest truth is I HAVE.

I know all is not lost.
I know today can be the day that I change things around.
I know that if I mess up today, there is always tomorrow.

I'm just trying to face the truth and move forward.
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