January 27 - 11 Year Anniversary
Monday, January 28, 2019
Josh & Maddie have been gone 11 years. Thats difficult to wrap my head around. The week leading up to today was very hard emotionally & mentally. I slept 14 of the 24 hours. I had been up over 30 hours (dumb PTSD). I was so tired my body ached, yet I couldnt get myself to sleep. I took my anxiety med at 5am. I didnt wake up until 730pm, Sunday night.