The hard road.
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
So it's almost 1 year since I ended my relationship and while not all of my plans of grandeur have come to pass I still call my current place a win.
Through the year I've done alot of soul searching, internal questioning, and business sacrifice to be in a better long term life state and I'm glad for it, though I'd. Don't always feel it. I'm extremely grateful as well to the support that I've found here and in my offline personal life from others and myself.
Rediscovering who you are in a tideous process, filled with ups and downs, Hugh's and lows, emotions everywhere and sometimes nowhere.
When I look back I ask myself and I happier now, and I say yes. Wow, in always yes. That doesnt mean that I don't miss him and the great times but that does mean that I don't miss the me that I used to be, minus my awesome business hustle--that I do miss greatly at times. But now I'm discovering new ways to spark my business flow and get things down be cause I want to, not because of an advisary. Which is new, scary and exciting. And I'm grateful that I took the opportunity to take the hard road once again.