Saturday, January 19, 2019
Well this has been a pretty good week, I had a breaking point last week , with our car it started acting up and I had to pay for repairs that really hurt me financially I am stressed a little where the money is going to come from to pay for my car insurance and utitility bills, but it will all work out because God is with me.
They say every breaking point is a turning point, and that is exactly what it was, I had it out with my husband and expressed all these things I have been harboring inside for a long time, he needed to step it up and get a job and get me some help or move out of the house. I gave him a choice continue life with me and step it up or he can move out.
We are going through counseling, and we are talking more and he is listening, and taking action. I was also scared for his health as he was sitting on the couch getting bigger, I was afraid I would come home and find him dead. He has been getting up and moving more and been out walking three times this week which is progress.
As for me, I am down 3.8 this week the best loss I ve had in a long time, I think unloading all that emotional stress , knowing I will still have him in my life helped loads, but knowing if he chose to leave I would still be okay.
My goal this week is to post on my teams here more and be more accountable.