Learning alot about myself

Love being in control. I have a very low pain tolerance. I allow stress to get the best of me. I want my way when and how I want it. And I don’t tolerate incompetent individuals. I can’t even get in for my pre-op evaluation until Tuesday which means another week of this. And from that appointment how many weeks (could take up to two) it will take to even schedule surgery. So life goes on - Tomorrow we meet with the prosecutor, My husbands family Christmas is Saturday and I cannot even eat or keep food down and just want to disappear and cry to feel sorry for myself.