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Rain and new beginnings

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

I don't know about you, but whenever it's dark, and tiny spots of rain appear on my windshield, it's a sign for me. It happened tonight, when I was having a little panic attack over what I have ahead of me.
I'm moving, and I'm sad and scared while I'm a little excited. But with this new move comes a new start, and the peace I felt as that rain speckled my windshield reminds me of that.
I'm nearly 22, and I have struggled with my weight my entire life. I have this radiant spirit inside who is just begging me to get rid of this extra weight. It's been a long, hard year, but I'm ready for my new beginning.
Just because I've followed this same old pattern for years does not mean I have to remain here. With work, old patterns can be replaced.
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    678 days ago
    One day at time..one step at a time emoticon
    679 days ago
  • RHOOK20047
    Welcome to SparkPeople. We are all here for the same reason, no matter what our personal story is. We are here to help each other to get to that healthy point we want to be in our lives. It is not going to be easy, but it is attainable. Make small goals and they will lead to big successes. You have to make you #1 and tell yourself that you are worth it. And remember you didn't gain the weight overnight and you won't lose it overnight. It takes time, determination, motivation and support. You can get it all right here! If you don't take care of yourself you can't take care of anyone else. If I can help in anyway, feel free to reach out to me! You can do it! We are here to help! Welcome and get active on this site. emoticon
    679 days ago
    happy sparking!
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    679 days ago
    You can do it! It's never too late, I sure wish I had made up my mind to heal my body at 22 instead of 27.
    679 days ago
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