Rain and new beginnings
Wednesday, December 19, 2018
I don't know about you, but whenever it's dark, and tiny spots of rain appear on my windshield, it's a sign for me. It happened tonight, when I was having a little panic attack over what I have ahead of me.
I'm moving, and I'm sad and scared while I'm a little excited. But with this new move comes a new start, and the peace I felt as that rain speckled my windshield reminds me of that.
I'm nearly 22, and I have struggled with my weight my entire life. I have this radiant spirit inside who is just begging me to get rid of this extra weight. It's been a long, hard year, but I'm ready for my new beginning.
Just because I've followed this same old pattern for years does not mean I have to remain here. With work, old patterns can be replaced.