Thursday, December 13, 2018
This morning at a middle school 20? Miles from us had an active shooting situation. A 14yr old boy confronted officers. Then he turned the gun on himself. He took his own life. He was not a student at that school.
No one else were injured.
That is way too close to us.
As I see it there is no easy solution to all this.
We got to the cemetery to replace flowers on Johns gravesite.
We have to walk a little ways, not too far, but considering Larry and I both use canes. We got it done. I look at Johns grave and encryption on the stone and it still doesn't seem possible that he is gone. 2 years at that!
My BP is still up and down. I have had Panic Attacks and/or Fight or Flight episodes for years. I know what is partially leading up to it. Now what to do about it.