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blogmas and pregnant Day 8: Weird emotional day

Saturday, December 08, 2018

Day 8 is going well so far. After the fall yesterday I am feeling better and baby seems ok as well. However, all day yesterday I felt Very irritable, emotional etc. We went to the store and I had a few gifts to pick up. Well there was a HUGE line and I got in line and put my info for help. FINALLY, it was my turn and the employee totally skipped me!!

I was SO ANGRY. I waited for her to finish with that customer and went right up to her and asked for help as I was before everyone else. She said since I didn't put my order number in they deleted my entry and anyone who checks in without an order number is automatically deleted and they move on to the next one to cut down the wait time.

WHAAAAT!!?? That's not how it's supposed to work!! I had my order number ready for her to scan. That's how it usually works!! I guess because of the crazy Christmas lines they are doing things however the way they want. It takes a ALOT for me to get angry and the whole day yesterday I was cranky and feeling weird so at that point I just lost it and snapped. I didn't cuss thank goodness but I pretty much told them their system is flawed and a few other things and stormed off.

I ended up checking in online on the app instead and coming back but they STILL had issues. They could only find 1 of my orders and the other was missing/delayed. I had to go pick up my kids at school and had managed to calm myself down. I was very polite and said I'd come back another day for the rest.


The rest of the day was a bit of a blur as I just felt that "off" feeling. Kind of felt like severe pms? Sorry if tmi but that's the feeling I had. I felt emotional like crying and yelling at the same time. Hubby got home and was in a pissed mood which did NOT help. I decided to keep my mouth shut and ignored him because I knew I'd just start a fight if I said anything to him.

Friday night is usually our date night but there was no way I was going to deal with that pissy angry mood he was in. He felt "ignored" but I'm sorry, it was his own fault. If he'd just been decent to me things would have been fine. The first thing he did when he got home was complained about every little thing. My daughter is star of the week and was so excited to show him and he totally ignored her and yelled about how she left her star of the week stuff out instead of put away. WOW. way to hurt your 5 year old daughter's feelings!

I made sure to make her feel special the whole night and read books with her.

Ok, this has gotten long and ranty and I'm sorry about that. I'm in a much better mood today though. We had some adventures with my daughter already and I'll be working on her star of the week poster soon. Going to take them out to a playground soon for more adventures too!

we went out to lunch and she brought her star of the week pal Clifford!

This morning I got out for a walk. Not gonna lie, it was kind of hard. My right leg is having a lot of nerve pain and the walking aggravated it a bit. It did eventually feel better but is kind of sore now

All the decorations are out and so pretty!!

Hope you're having a great weekend!!
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  • EISSA7
    Awesome way to celebrate your daughter’s star of the week award! Way to go, Mom!!
    1 day ago
    Thank you for sharing
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