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Weighing 165

Saturday, December 08, 2018

So 165.9 165.7 today I'm 165.3
Actually I'm none of those, I am a child of God I am a woman I am African-American I am lovely I am capable I am fit I am blessed! And I'm going to bust out of these 160s with vengeance! I've been sick and tired of being sick and tired for a minute now. I gained weight because I was afraid of what other people were saying about my body. Now I know that was stupid a waste of time and narcissistic of me. Me worrying about what other people think about me or my body shows Pride on my part. I will be my fittest healthy yourself no matter what naysayers have to say no matter how I feel about what naysayers have to say. I've been 160 I've been in the 170s I do not like my clothes fitting tight I do not like feeling large. Yes I've maintained a huge amount of weight loss. And my biggest amount of weight I carried around is being self-conscious. I see that now I'm very clear I was 144 lb in I was enjoying it until I let my pride allow other people to break me down. And when I see pride I'm talking about thinking about myself too much instead of enjoying the miracle God gave me. I won't make that mistake this time. I'm grateful to have a do-over. I will be in a bikini. And I will pay it forward by helping other people get past their junk to live their best life.
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    Way to stay positive. We often let how others view us or how we perceive them to view us cause it's pain it dictate our actions. It's good to remember it's not about them but about us and how we feel about ourselves.
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