I am back but....

OK here is what's happening. I am back because someone cared enough to invite me to a water challenge. I so needed a shot of positivity in my life so I decided to accept an come back to spark. But I realize I am not Gonna focus on weight loss this time. It's not possible as long as steroids are a part of my life. But with luck it will change tomorrow. Speaking of witch I need to stop using my phone battery truly wake to call para transit to set rides for first 3 days this week. I had to cancel every doctors appointment for November because I had to fly to bama to be with my mom as she was dieing. I was with her when she took her last breath. An it was not a place I was happy outside my moms room my dad an daughters together ganged up on me an it was really bad. So no support there an my health is still plunging. I need to go now perhaps later if I can I will come back to write more. I so need to share. Things are bad an I am struggling to be positive so I am grasping on any kind of positive I can find. Heance part of why I am back. Other part I can use a good support network OK. Going for now need to get up make phone calls. TTYL