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Yes and No and Maybe?

Thursday, November 29, 2018

So, maybe I am beating myself up. And maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm looking at this moment as saying what am I doing wrong? Or I'm looking at it as "maybe I'm worse off than I actually thought I was". All I know, is that I didn't like what I say.

When I tried on my outfits from TrunkClub by Nordstrom, I honestly thought I would look different. But what I saw actually made me sick. I mean, I know I'm overweight. I know I'm pushing 300, but really? Am I really that big? The look I saw in the photos I took as I tried on the clothing just sickened me.

I've got to stop the weight gain.

One thing that happened was that I ran out of one medication, and not on purpose. I had called in for a refill a few days before the Thanksgiving break. Unfortunately, they did not get the message, and my refill was not actually filled for over a week, leaving me without any dosing for a full 5 days.

What happened was not pretty, and I won't get into it, but let's just say I hope that doesn't happen again.

So, the next step is to start clean eating and exercising. Something has to give.
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