2 AM Decisions
Friday, October 12, 2018
2 AM Decisions should not be Honored!
Have you ever had a really bad night's sleep? Troubles just filled my mind last night, and would not let me alone! I tried many things: deep breathing, prayer, counting my blessings and counting in Spanish. I always came back to the trouble that gave me a heavy heart.
I have a family member who I love. She uses that love to cause me pain and grief. At 2 am, I decided that I would not visit my family because of the pain and grief that she is causing me. In the morning, I realized that while I need distance from my sister, I don't need to exclude my whole family. I will block her angry calls and messages. I will attend Thanksgiving with my family.
Life always looks a little brighter in the morning.