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Friday, September 14, 2018

I came across something from July 29, 2009. I do think about it from time to time but I thought I would share it. I changed the SN in case they are still in use. At the time they were both my friends.

"dude": Vicky and Jack getting together are about as likely as Vicky and Oboma...
"girl": Why is that?
"dude": Same reason for Tom>> Jake wants a normal good looking girl... Vivkie would be undesirable to him..
"girl": So Vicky isnt a normal good looking girl?
"dude": She is not what society in general would lable as a attractive girl... no
"girl": Well what if her diet works and she drops the weight. Will she fit that label then?
"dude": Don't know... I doubt it... she would need plastic surgery as well....

At the time I was pissed because I thought I could trust him. I told him a lot of things. About how I was hurt by people I trusted. My friend sent me this message and when I asked him about it he never said sorry or tried to explain anything. He was pissed that she showed me the convo.

I am a little upset with myself because this should have been a little push for me to drop the weight so that I could shove it in his face. I know I shouldnt be doing this for him but for myself. 10 years and I am still the same weight...

I know Im not trying hard enough. There is no discipline was so ever. Today is almost over so tomorrow Im going to be smart. I need to start tracking my days. What I eat and drink. How active I was. Im tired of this and it needs to stop!
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  • BEYOUTIFULCHAOS
    Why do you want to lose weight? You don’t have to tell me but you can if you want. 😀 That’s your motivation. That’s what’s going to get you there. Your “why”. I wish you the very best in your journey!!!
    3 days ago
  • PAISLEYOWL140
    Sadly it wasnt in High School. We were 26 at the time.
    3 days ago
  • no profile photo EVIE4NOW
    Think about it every day to give you the motivation you need. I am assuming this happened in high school and what fun it would be showing up thin at your class reunion. Of course you are much too busy to give him the time of day by then. Go for it!!!
    3 days ago
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