Wednesday, July 25, 2018
I find myself avoiding the mirror. I saw myself in the mirror at work and wondered who that fat older woman was. How did she get that way?? This is not the person I remembered...I used to be thin and muscular. I had boundless energy. I would ride horseback all day everyday. I could load heavy bales of hay on the back of a truck. Where is that young lady?? The person in the mirror was 100 lbs overweight, tired and beaten by life. Is there any way to revive that young person I saw previously? I don't really know. I have lost 5 lbs. It's a start. Maybe that thin muscular woman will be back..I sure hope so....I miss her.