face your fears
Wednesday, June 13, 2018
I continue to try but the scale just keeps going up and down same 3 lbs. WHY because I need to face my fears. How does one do that. I hate the way I feel and look. I have zero motivation to do anything. I know how I feel when I weigh less. And I know what it takes to get there. Hard work and dedication. I need to pack lunch so at least I can take it to a park or outside to get out of the bldg. at work. But I am struggling with what to make as the sandwich is just plain boring. I need to stop making bad choices and making wiser ones. I read other peoples blogs on how great they are doing and yet I sit and struggle. I need to get off this pity train and ride the thrill ride.