Friday, May 18, 2018
Interesting discovery today... While it's often so very easy for me to graciously offer assistance to others without even thinking about it, I can also get extremely annoyed and feel my switch flipping instantly when other, others seem to not only have no shred of common courtesy but also go out of their way to be rude or otherwise crappy, for lack of a better word.
It was also interesting to realize that for the last couple of days, I've tended to hang on to the latter for far longer than I usually do or have; I should NOT give that kind of situation or person a second thought, but for some dumb reasons, its stuck with me for more than a hot minute and almost ruined a couple of lovely afternoons.
I don't want to react that way; I don't like to feel that churning but I do know why it's happening and now that I've recognized both, know that it will subside in a few days, but I want to make like a duck and let it roll TODAY.
It's a good thing I'm not a person who eats when I'm upset, because I'd have been stuffing my face for the last couple of days. Instead, I'm choosing to stay home, play in the dirt; planting my flowers and vegetables, then swimming and listening to music while I repeat my mantra, "Karma, Karma, Karma".
Besides... Playing in the dirt trumps eating any day of the (spring/summer) week!!!