Big CHANGES coming.
Thursday, May 17, 2018
I have lost and regained weight so many times over the years but the last few days my thoughts are noticing my weight loss. You know when you have a lot of weight to lose, most friends and family will not mention noticing any change. Funny how that works. I know it is reaffirming to have people notice. I guess some know my past history and figure it's just another short term weight loss, so might as well not mention it. It is a usual occurrence about this time I start panicking about the changes. I suddenly realize I get shuffled from the biggest person in the room to just in the room with others and someone else takes my place. I also realize I have to engage more because less padding means less insulation from others. People get closer and that can make me uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. Have you lost weight and tried to move between two objects and notice you have room to spare? Rather a shocking experience when you realize you really are smaller. I hope I have lots of those experiences in my future.