To new beginnings and letting go
Thursday, May 17, 2018
I've read through my old blog posts. They take me back to a time when my world was full of negative things and my kids were the only light. Before when Mike was still here. Yet here I am surrounded by love and my heart hurts knowing Mike didn't get to live this with us. I've yo yo'd so long with my weight it is time to do this for good. Make a better body to help push a better life. I live in a nice house, I have an amazing husband and life was becoming hohum. Now is the time for me to move past this misery that I carry as a second skin under layers of fat. A time for me to become who I truly am. Not just a mother but a fighter for better. It is time to work on me so I can be here for them, fully.