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Day 17 Shopping is my trigger.

Thursday, May 17, 2018

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In 30 minutes I will be arriving at Pac n save grocery store and I am nervous.
Shopping is definitely a trigger for me. I hate it!. I pray all around the store ,down every aisle over and over again thanking God for being there for me. emoticon
Doughnuts call to me. I can actually feel their presence in the store it's so pathetic. emoticon
I love their sausages and fries delish and I actually avoid looking at certain shelves because of their contents. emoticon
How dumb am I being?.Don't answer that I know exactly how dumb I'm being. But this is real and God is my only chance for leaving the store without breaking my sobriety.
Thank you Father for going before me and being beside me as we yet again venture into the lions den. I cannot do this without You. Amen. emoticon

I had an excellent shop with no concerns thank you Jesus. emoticon
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    I make a list and try to stick to that list!!!

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