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I'm 55 tomorrow, be warned world, I'm breaking out!!!

Tuesday, April 17, 2018

Tomorrow is my 55th birthday, and I'm feeling like so blah. When did it all change?

I read my previous blogs, and they are so full of life, excitement, and hope.

Today, I am blah....

My life changed so much, so fast.

My dear hubby semi-retired, and I feel like he follows me everywhere. Once a sexy bod that was a joy to behold is now a balding middle aged dad bod who looks over my shoulder, needing a hobby or at least turn off the TV.

I got a new boss, who I just don't have a trusting feeling. Happy smiley all week, and then that scathing email on Friday. I'd leave my job if they didn't pay me so well.

My sons are getting married, and I love their future partners and couldn't have picked them better mates, not feeling the excitement or the upcoming nuptials.

To top it off, a childhood friend died of cancer on Sunday, leaving behind a beautiful high school sweetheart wife, and three daughters, only having walked one down the aisle, and never seeing a single grandchild. He was 56.

Crap! This adulating thing sucks!

Okay, Let's put that pity party to rest.

I turn 55 tomorrow.

The boss is on vacation for 6 glorious business days. No after 5 meetings this week.

The sun is supposed to finally make an appearance, and melt this unwelcome snow. (The calendar says it's spring in Michigan, bring on the tulips and crocus, for Pete's sake!)

The weatherman is calling for that 60 degree spring weather during wedding week-end. It's Michigan, we can wear shorts at the rehearsal.

I'm getting a haircut, and have the week-end free and clear, and nobody is going to muff that up on me.

Yeppers, I turn 55 tomorrow.

I believe that I'm going to be a little bit selfish. Me first for a bit. No is going to be my favorite word. Maybe being a Diva is a wonderful thing. I'd love to find out.

If my dear spouse starts driving me crazy, gonna send him outside to burn off the boredom. Cabin fever---be gone!

I'm 55 tomorrow, be warned world, I'm breaking out!!!
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