Tuesday, December 19, 2017
Recently JEANKNEE made a comment on a blog that has just kind of sat on my brain and won't leave. I wrote that once again I'm losing weight; that I've done it before and can do it again. She responded something about weeding. I just keep weeding, but don't get the root. Don't get to the root of my food issues. I suspect that is true. But I wonder if the root grows around my heart, by my liver/kidneys/lungs, and throughout my brain?!? Maybe whatever the issue/issues are I cannot excise it/them without injuring me. My food problems started before I was a year old when weighing 31 pounds the doctor put me on skim milk. Maybe it is just a part of me I need to accept and work with. Or maybe that is an excuse. Who would I be without food issues? Hmmm. Or maybe if I really were as analytical as JEANKNEE is (or as I am capable of being) I could find that root and I could get rid of it. I'm not sure.
So I know for now I'm going to keep on weeding. This morn I weighed 130.6. I expect to have my middle 2 (120-129.9) back soon. While I'm weeding, though, I'll be on the lookout for that root!