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Beginning Again

Monday, October 02, 2017

I don't know how many times, I start and let life dictate what I am going to do. I get really focused and wham bam I get discouraged. I suppose that is an issue that will and should be addressed! And so here I am, I am at the heaviest I believe I ever been in my life (I won't count my pregnancy 26 years ago). #228 For a good part of my life I never ever went over 200,but I always struggled with my weight. I have gained new insight as to what is important to me. That seems to always bring me back to Spark People. I gained approximately 50 pounds in the last year and half, but the worst part of that, is my chronic pain and the fibromyalgia diagnosis, I received. It was a big blow to me and I believe I have been in extreme denial. I also have back and neck issues, again I have not received the proper care, for either! I have just let myself suffer! Weight issues for me, have become more than just wanting to get back into my "old 👖". There's just so much more I need to tackle! And I believe it's all connected! It's not so much pain that I do not know how to eat healthy foods, it's the issues, that I LET DICTATE MY CHOICES! And so this is where I will begin AGAIN! Thank you for reading. The struggle is real! #ihatefibromyalgia#icand
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    I have started ober about 12 times in two years. As long as you dont ever quit trying ypu are winning!
    1314 days ago
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