Gotta get a handle....
Saturday, September 30, 2017
Quick blog regarding how stress can make a person react. Definitely Not in good ways.
Since my last blog....well really for probably a week before that...sugar has been "a must" at least once a day.
The days will start out pretty well, with deliberate plans to workout, get 10,000 steps in every day. Then something happens that's out of my control and that plan fails.
I will admit that a lot of it is my fault for allowing things to get to me. Still haven't found a reliable way to destress. Haven't really been trying hard enough either. I know there are ways. Need to start practicing them to find what works.
Still determined to find another job. Get rid of some of this stress. Am not working hard enough toward that end either. Need to work on another resume to put out, but I'm afraid that if I do put it out there that my boss will see it out there also. Then I will lose my job the harder way. I'm not ready for that.
Then again, I know they need me there. Being that there are only 4 of us that are capable of doing most of the work in our office, and two of us four are ready to retire, that means that it will be at least another couple of years of training any persons they hire to take even the two retirees places. Years that the one remaining person wouldn't be able to do this herself if I leave. Years that the two that want to retire won't want to keep working to train....and this is IF the new people even stay. We haven't had much luck getting people to stay in this business.
Sorry. Needed to get this off my chest before the rest of the weekend is over and the new week begins. Won't have any other time off until at least the end of October, when my 58th birthday hits. Still can't believe that one either.
Thanks for reading and have a good Sunday. Blessings.