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Just Breathe!

Saturday, September 30, 2017

I don't know what to call it.

That space inside me where I felt paralyzed.

Airy? Maybe. It does seem like there is space inside me that wasn't there before.
(Definition: of a room or building, spacious, well lit, and well ventilated).

There is no pressure. No compressing, squeezing, tightening, strangling feeling like I'm suffocating. I wonder if this is normal.

Is this how breathing is supposed to feel?

Airy. Freedom! Perhaps I'm now well ventilated.

A flower for the heart. Foxglove, a beautiful flower that could kill you is used to make digoxin, a medicine that strengthens the heart. I am so thankful that medicine is working for me.

After the third dose, breathing is easy. I feel different. I am different. Hollow in a good way.


The Queen is still the Queen. Her throne is usually my lap. I wish I knew how to place a crown on her head in this picture. My friend SUSANK16 granted my wish.

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