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31 weeks

Monday, August 14, 2017

I'm 31 weeks tomorrow. And I'm so tired. Everything is hard, and my boys want nothing more than for me to pick them up, and I just can't do it. My middle baby gets upset, but my oldest understands that I can't, but then he gets worried because I have "ouchies" as he puts it. I keep telling him it's normal, nothing is wrong, but I'm not sure he believes me. He is only 4. A very smart and mature 4, but still only 4. I feel so bad that I can't carry them, especially since they've been gluing themselves to me lately.
There's so much going on here, getting ready for Lilian's arrival (slated for a cesarean birth Oct 1) and both hubby's remaining grandparents are sick and in the hospital. People are upset, and unfortunately, there is only so much I can do to help. t
Everything looks good with Lily, thankfully, and boy does she kick! So that's my update for now. Hope everyone is doing well!
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    Having too many babies loving you .. now there is a good problem to have !!
    emoticon Wishing you all blessings and healthy for Lillian.
    Maybe the boys need some ideas of how they can help get ready and be big brothers
    662 days ago

    Comment edited on: 8/26/2017 9:50:10 AM
    Take care of yourself first.
    672 days ago
    I feel for you ..
    673 days ago
    Breathe, close your eyes and breathe. Stress will make it harder. I am sorry to hear about your DH's grandparents.
    673 days ago
  • SUGAR0814
    Not much longer! Maybe some snuggle time on the couch with a book will comfort your boys.
    673 days ago
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