Randomness In the middle of the night
Thursday, August 10, 2017
2:24am, I should be asleep!!!! But here I lay in bed, with the cpap machine on, and my phone in hand. :>[ feeling tired yet anxious. The only sound is the old window air conditioner competing with the ticking of the clock on the wall. The room is black except for the brightness of the phone. All I have to do is set the phone down and close my eyes and yet I can't bring myself to do it. I am not sure why I am fighting sleep lately. Maybe it is the nightly bad dreams, perhaps it is the uncomfortable thoughts in my head. Maybe I just feel overwhelmed by all that is happening in my life right now.
Emotional overload, brain overload, over analized conversations and actions with others. Whatever the reason, here I lay awake, typing a useless blog about nothing. Perhaps, I should just pray it out, maybe I should just close my eyes and sleep. Maybe...