The Pity Party is OVER.
Tuesday, June 06, 2017
Ok, so yesterday was the pity party day. I spent all day, and part of the morning feeling sorry for myself and just generally miserable. I'm done with that. I have this. I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm trying different things; tracking my food along with my numbers, and doing some research. I have an appointment with the dietitian Thursday, thankfully. I want to thank you all for your support and advice. I've been doing my best, but it's hard when I don't know what I'm really doing Mealtime stinks right now.
I started testing an hour after meals, because I find that Lily is demanding food before I can manage to get to two hours, and then of course my numbers are useless. I managed to test 4x yesterday (previously I'd only managed 3x, and I'm supposed to be doing 4)
I'm gonna try to do some more walking than just my usual today, though I'm not sure if that's going to work, cause I just felt Lily flip, and I have braxton hicks already from walking too fast. So we'll see how I feel in a couple of hours.
Packing lunch today was tough. It took me about 3x as long as possible, while I checked labels for carb & protein content. Our house is FULL of junk food. I live with my inlaws, so I talked to my MIL, and we were talking about switching over all of our diets to something healthier. Right now there are lots of cookies and chips in the house. So maybe this will help us all!