Sunday, June 04, 2017
So I have been beating around the bush about getting fit/loosing weight. I am now 229.8 lbs something I am not proud of. I am having a hard time finding balance and its getting worse as age is catching up with me. I am in the right mind to make changes after talking with my husband about the weight issue I had asked about going to a Doctor to help me with finding a balance he told me we would think about it after the auction (a place we are trying to buy). We have alot on our "plate" with trying to move and trying to place our son in a home since he is becoming more aggressive towards himself and others. I am just tired of wanting more and my weight being in the way.
I try to write everything down but I always get breakfast and lunch but after that it gets so hectic I catch myself in the kitchen mindlessly eating not writing it down and say oh well I will restart tomorrow, it has become a vicious cycle.
Anyway I just needed to write it all down to remind myself why I don't want to be where I am now so when I am 10,20,50 pounds lighter I can look back and see what I have accomplished.