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Sunday, June 04, 2017

So I have been beating around the bush about getting fit/loosing weight. I am now 229.8 lbs something I am not proud of. I am having a hard time finding balance and its getting worse as age is catching up with me. I am in the right mind to make changes after talking with my husband about the weight issue I had asked about going to a Doctor to help me with finding a balance he told me we would think about it after the auction (a place we are trying to buy). We have alot on our "plate" with trying to move and trying to place our son in a home since he is becoming more aggressive towards himself and others. I am just tired of wanting more and my weight being in the way.
I try to write everything down but I always get breakfast and lunch but after that it gets so hectic I catch myself in the kitchen mindlessly eating not writing it down and say oh well I will restart tomorrow, it has become a vicious cycle.
Anyway I just needed to write it all down to remind myself why I don't want to be where I am now so when I am 10,20,50 pounds lighter I can look back and see what I have accomplished.
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    Have you tried the app on your phone? It's pretty easy to use once you get the hang of it. Just keep doing what you can and pay attention to the progress you aware making! You can do it!
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    You can do it it took me forever to get on board and I started counting calories March 15th and am down 20 I had slip ups but we r human and u just have to fight for it daily it's easy to give up but hard to actually fight the battle you will figure
    713 days ago
    Life happens and will happen as long as you are living life. It is how you deal with situations and especially your emotions is what you need to learn. It has nothing to do with lowering your calories or moving more...that will fall in place when you can figure out how to deal with changes, etc. SO learn to live life on life's terms and maybe you will be the 5% that succeed in doing of luck.
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