I ALMOST QUIT but I ASKED MYSELF THIS QUESTION

I hadn't been to get weighed in since February but I knew I had to go back for accountability. For those who can do it on their own my congrats.I have been overweight all my life off and on and I was sick of the whole weight loss thing but then I asked myself ..DO I REALLY WANT TO GAIN ALL THAT WEIGHT BACK ? It was hard for me to face the scale but I have to say it feels much better being in control. Yes I gained a little since February but not as much as if I'd quit altogether. Now to keep things interesting in my journey and ask for help when I need it. Thank You for your support