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Soul Crushing

Friday, June 02, 2017

Today is rough. I cried through my run, well today it was a walk. I had no energy for a run. It's been almost a year since my husband's quadruple by-pass. He is angry, explosive, irritable, depressed and almost to the point of suicidal. This is no way to live.
My four year old has been placed on the Autism Spectrum. While this is not a good/bad thing, it is another set of circumstances I need to learn to navigate in order to help him be as successful as possible.
I am taking my daughter to court for full, sole custody of her two year old. He lives with us. He should stay. He too has needs, I am just not sure yet what those needs are. He is an explosive little man.
I am struggling to care for myself. I log well over 10k steps a day, earning over 120 WW activity points every week. Some weeks are over 160. Food is the issue, not activity. Stuck and tired today
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    I am sorry you are having a rough time. emoticon
    866 days ago
    Please talk to you DH's doctor about his depression. There should be help for him. There are also aids for helping children with Autism spectrum through public school for children with special needs. My grandson went through speech counseling and spent time with a counselor each Tuesday for help. He made significant changes. Great job on your exercise. Don't ever give it up because you need "your time". emoticon
    867 days ago
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