Just lost best friend
Saturday, May 06, 2017
Yesterday I had to take my fur pal, Molly, to the vet as she was not eating and having a hard time getting up two steps at the front door. The vet said that she has had a long full life but now it is time to let go as she has a mass inside that may let go anytime as she has started bleeding. This was one of the hardest things I have had to do. Molly has been my friend, exercise buddy and general love bug. After she was put down and DW and I were back home, DW dropped a bomb on me that no more animals in the house. Although I have two legs, I am an animal also so we shall see what happens. I don't know how long this grief will last but right now I have no motivation to do anything. Appetite and exercise are not part of my life at this point. Anyone that has had and been close to a pet knows how I feel.
I will get another dog to keep me company in my retirement, it just may not be in this household. I was up most of the night but today my feelings are just as strong. I never knew DW could be so cold and uncaring. She has definitely put up a wall between us.
I am on hold for now to see if things change.