Why is this so hard?
Sunday, April 30, 2017
From SP Motivator to 204 pile of miserable.
I've gained back all but about 6 pounds of what I'd lost.
And I've tried several times to get back on; why is it so hard to come back? I know I can do this. I've done it! VERY successfully; I'd gotten down to 164. The right way. Slowly, with healthy lifestyle changes.
Why can't I get it going again? I know what to do. Start tracking. I even have a phone that can run the app now, and the barcode scanner works great. So why can't I get started?
What was the magic pill that started the cascade last time?
Granted, I'm busier now; less bored, more working crazy mom stuff.
But still... I know what to do. I'm getting better already; I've sorta lost 2 lbs, but I'm not tracking that till my weekly (I know how deceiving daily weigh ins can be) from not snacking.
It doesn't help that my husband's started whining about his weight; some lady from work called him fat, and now he's all emo and skipping meals.
Lord help me.