Please No Turning Back
Sunday, April 30, 2017
My journey has not been fast, but I'm getting there. I've lost about 150 lbs. And excited to be in the 170's, feeling very healthy, buuuut on April 3 I had emergency hernia surgery, didn't know I had one, also found a cancer on my kidney. Of course I had to take advantage and sooth myself with grits, white bread, mayo,, chocolate, you get the picture!!! The scale went up 10 pounds and I got scared. I'm back on track today with 3 more pounds to my lowest of 173, but I'm still facing kidney surgery and the Doctor thinks I'll be ok. I have to keep remembering how I felt in the hospital, what if I hadn't lost 150 pounds, dead weight, not able to move myself, embarrassed, miserable. Please God help me hang in there, I don't want to go back!!