Thursday, April 27, 2017
Another 2 weeks has gone by and I am inching ever closer to Onederland!
Right now, though, I am having a major struggle with my mental state. I have some pretty bad depression going on and yesterday I think I almost hit rock bottom. It's the worst it has been in over 10 years. I have no idea why really. It's probably a combination of things including the horrible weather we have had this year in Washington State. As of today, we have had almost 50 inches of rain since October plus almost 5 feet of snow in our area. Not conducive to a very healthy mental state. I am still managing to get in some exercise, but not what I want to be getting in. Been praying a lot for peace of mind.
I weighed in yesterday at my lowest weight since I was like 10. I am at 200.8 pounds, just one pound to go to reach the magical Onederland! I am 6 pounds from my high end goal weight and then I will reevaluate how much more I want to lose as I feel like I am pushing to the too thin side for my size. I will reach my goal well before my one year surgiversary though and that to me is still absolutely mind blowing and amazing!