Tuesday, April 25, 2017
So I got blood work back today. Apparently I'm anemic, and my a1c was high, which means now they're gonna send me for a 1 hour glucose test, which is like the most awful thing ever. I've done some reading and research on managing them, and it's pretty straightforward and basically normal healthy eating. Unfortunately, it's really hard to avoid junk in this house. And I've gotten used to it, so I'm upset today. I don't want to do this all over again. Which is stupid. I WANT to be sick? No, of course not. I just don't want to deal with this. :( There's SO much going on.I don't want to fight with avoiding the treats in the house. It's just one more thing thing to worry about.
I feel like a kid stamping their feet going "I don't wanna!"