The endless journey into the navel...
Monday, April 10, 2017
So as I am learning more and more about internal things being connected to eternal things, I have marked my weight today. Twenty-two pounds down. I decided I'd like to see 190 before July 1st. The last time I saw that number was 1994....
And then I looked at my ticker. One of the markers is 181 pounds.
181. That was where I was when I dated a guy I just could not get over.
Could it be that I bailed out because of this? Like in life, on me? Because every time I moved I was reminded of all my dreams shattering and having to go it "alone"?
Probably. Bet I never saw it because in my head I think that is absolutely ridiculous. Apparently, my heart is not in agreement