So I finally filed an EPO today...only took me 4 years
Sunday, April 09, 2017
What does it feel like to file an EPO? lonely,guilty, worthless. It does not feel like taking power back.. It feels like crap. To be totally honest-- i didn't even call the police. It was anonymous. And also if he hadn't broken the tv-- maybe I wouldnt have pressed charges. the police officer was calm but he was upset. he said its the worst he'd seen without objects used. I laughed as I cried. This....THIS... is NOTHING. this isn't so bad today.
He just called as I am writing this. Again working up the story how I fell on my own from diabetes. Threatening to have me put out. Is that even possible? Telling me how the landlord wants me gone anyway because I am crazy.
My anxiety is sky high.
I feel like I'm coming out of my skin.
I have no tv for background nosie.
sure EVERYONE thinks its for the best so why does it feel so bad.