Having such a hard time
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
I'm gaining weight already. I know this is normal. I'm pregnant, I'm supposed to be. Logically. I know this. But I've worked so hard to get my weight DOWN, to see it creeping up, even when it should be, is depressing. I've been so nauseous, it's been hard to eat well. I'm eating my last meal at like 11 because I'm suddenly starving, and I've been not hungry till like 11am, so my food is all wonky. Water feels really "heavy", so I'm not drinking alot.
I haven't been on as much as I should because I've been depressed about all of this; and I can't loose weight right now anyway, so it feels kind of pointless. :( Eating well is still agood thing, so I SHOULD be here, but It's been hard.