First day back
Monday, March 20, 2017
It feels really weird to be back in my apartment, but here I am!
I have these memories of feeling bad in this apartment, so it's very strange to be feeling good in it right now, but I guess I will get used to it. I almost feel afraid that something bad is going to happen, but I know that's not logical.
My friend invited me out to dinner to welcome me back. I'll see her tomorrow.
I feel like a completely different person. I can't describe how weird I feel. It's like a second chance at independence, and a second chance at life.
How can I turn this into something positive? I want to keep this place clean, and keep the countertops clear. I'm going to start going through and organizing and putting things away to make more open spaces, because right now it's cluttered.
I took a bath. It was really nice, used epsom salts and everything. It was my first proper bath in a long time, because the tub at my mom's house is so small and I'm so big.
I just feel so weird. Apprehensive?
If you are someone who prays, please consider praying for me during this transition.
Thank you, friends.