just me.... trying again

so I have been MIA for awhile...335 days to be exact....335 days ago my status was I am going to start being good to me....... well here I am......still doing for everyone else ..putting me last....
almost 20lbs heavier........ today a light switch turned on in my head..... I have to make a change... I have to start caring about me and putting myself first..or at least closer to the top..... today I started 1 minute at a time.... that is all i can do right now.... I made it through breakfast without over eating ....then lunch........now to have a small dinner..... and try to make it through the evening without my favorite thing to do.... late night snacking... so far so good!!!!!