Tuesday, January 10, 2017
So we have a confirmation of Nate's diagnosis. Asthma. We have a good Dr who did give us a good starter plan with an inhaler, steroids, and a nebulizer.
The problem is I am Terrified. I knew a girl in grade school whose dad died from an asthma attack. My father in,law and husband both have it, which scares me. But now my little boy does. Everyone in this house is so used to it, they don't think much of it.
So I am alone in my fear. I can't let Nate see it, of course. I don't want to scare him.
I know what to do to help Chris, but he is a grown man who understands what's wrong. Nate is 3.
My food was a mess today. I binged. I haven't done that in a long time, but I just couldn't seem to stop it. The cupcakes downstairs are still calling me. :(
I am so drained. I am trying to keep up wig my groups as best I can. They're a nice distraction, and you guys have all been so supportive. I can't tell you how much I
Tomorrow is my weigh in. I did my day before weigh in (I like to do that, I dunno why. I guess to see what the difference a day makes) and I was down one lb, which may or may not be anything but was still nice to see!
Thanks for listening to my freaked out rant and your support. It is much needed and appreciated!