Monday, December 26, 2016
That has been me for the last few months I jumped the tracks . Or that's what it seems like to me .Not weight wise but emotionally I'm a wreck I had to step away for awhile to take time for me still not quite there yet I feel raw like the world is sand paper. I suffer bodydismorpha what I see is not what others see . I don't ever see my self as thin even though my clothes and scales say otherwise pathetic I know but I want so badly to see the me everyone else sees.
Holidays are a nightmare for me being around people gets very hard I'm so very uncomfortable in my on skin if that make any sense????????