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A Christmas of if. . .

Sunday, December 25, 2016

I sit here and wonder what if. . . What if I would have had enough this year and decided to come back to SparkPeople What if I didn't join the gym What if I didn't start seeing a personal trainer, who by the way is one of my best friends What if my ex had pulled his crap together What if I wasn't forced into being a single parent Guess what. I'm happy these things happened I'm better and stronger for it. It was hard but all worth it. I formed amazing relationships with gym people this year. I am better for knowing them. I have changed my life. I'm healthy and strong now. I'm a good mom, it's not always easy but he is always worth it. It hard not being able to understand him sometimes and dealing with his ASD in general, but I wouldn't change any of it. As far as his dad goes, it's his loss. Because I'm pretty awesome and so is our kid.
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