A Christmas of if. . .
Sunday, December 25, 2016
I sit here and wonder what if. . .
What if I would have had enough this year and decided to come back to SparkPeople
What if I didn't join the gym
What if I didn't start seeing a personal trainer, who by the way is one of my best friends
What if my ex had pulled his crap together
What if I wasn't forced into being a single parent
Guess what. I'm happy these things happened I'm better and stronger for it. It was hard but all worth it.
I formed amazing relationships with gym people this year. I am better for knowing them. I have changed my life. I'm healthy and strong now. I'm a good mom, it's not always easy but he is always worth it. It hard not being able to understand him sometimes and dealing with his ASD in general, but I wouldn't change any of it. As far as his dad goes, it's his loss. Because I'm pretty awesome and so is our kid.