Trying to stay positive
Thursday, November 17, 2016
I'm having a very difficult time right now. My left shoulder and entire left side are painfully. Technically I am in more pain than I've ever been in my life. I basically can't use it. And my right knee is swollen and sore. I have an MRI on Friday at7 a.m. My doctor thinks I have a torn rotator cuff. I have to wait till the 22nd to find out the results. I'm also trying to quit smoking . I went from a. Pack and a half a day to 8-10 cigarettes a day in a week! That I am proud of. I also use an e-cig once in awhile. So some good has come of this. I spend most of my time crying because despite the pain I'm in no one will give me anything stronger than tramadol which might as well.be sugar pills at this point. Okay enough of my whining. I've got to think positively!! Everything will work out!! Please.