Binging is tiring
Saturday, November 05, 2016
The last two weeks have been awful. I have just mindlessly ate and walked around like a zombie. My son is not sleeping the night and my husband has been working 14 days straight. I just kind of gave up. I am putting on weight again and I need a reality check. Things seem to be settling down, minus all the appointments, we have some major onces coming up. Can you say 48 hour in hospital EEG with 4-year-old. My kind of hell.
I know in my heart life is not going to stop, but I will stop my life with all of these bad decisions. I also know I want to set a good example for my kids. My husband is sabotaging the heck out of all of us. He is bringing home so much junk that I have tried to keep out of the house. I talk to him about it but it seems to go in one ear and out the other. I will try again today. He says the catch all "you don't have to eat it", but he also feeds it to the kids. Why does this all have to be so darn hard.